Cornelia Street

As i walk on my Cornelia Street

The books were watching me

The way i fought so much to be his favorite

It makes me sick

Realizing i often cry myself to sleep

I was begging

Then i compare myself with the other girl

Oh he kept me guessing

It felt like a cut that always bleeds

If love ever finds me again

I hope there's no other girl that he wants to hold

The grass on the other side will be brown

As i realized he only wants my attention

His arms will be the safest place for me to lay on

He will treat me like a queen he adores

Cornelia Street won't ever cross my mind anymore

And if love ever finds me again

I assure that my world will not revolve only for him 

But i will go through thick and thin

'Cause the gentle treatment wouldn't start with begging

The wondering will be "what should i do to make him happy the way he did me?"

Raining sound will be good for my sleep and not for wiping off the tears 

But for now

I only want inner peace.

@nindiandra (2024)